Things I do that I really shouldn't

We all do things at some point in our lives that we know we really shouldn't do. 
I am guilty of doing things I know I shouldn't do.
Here are just a few examples.

• Evaluate my life at least 3 times a day.:  YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT, THREE TIMES A DAY... AT LEAST. This is one of those things which I start to do and tell myself "No don't do it. Don't do it.... And you're still doing it." Now on a whole, my life is pretty good, there are people who have it worse off than me. BUT my anxiety and insecurity just won't accept that. So I often find myself sitting down, literally evaluating my life. EVERY LITTLE THING IS PICKED APART AND ADDED TO THE FINAL EVALUATION. 
• The accidental accent:   Occasionally, in mid conversation, my accent changes and I have to find my natural accent. This annoys people because sometimes it makes it hard for people to understand what I am saying.
• Laughing when people cry or during intense moments:  "Oh Callie, you're a horrible person!" YES I GET IT! But wait a minute, hear me out. This happened on mothers day. I wrote something nice on the mothers day card for my Nan. SHE CRIED.... What did I do? what was my initial reaction? LAUGHTER! Now WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I LAUGH?!?! BECAUSE.... When people cry, I really don't like it. I hate it when people cry, I don't like people being sad. LAUGHTER is contagious, IF I LAUGH, THE PERSON WHO IS SAD MAY LAUGH! (or they may see me as an insensitive a$$hole) I tend to see the light in the situation and occasionally crack a joke in intense or sad moments. STOP JUDGING ME OKAY?!?
• Grammar Police: This one is self explanatory, when I see bad grammar, or people using the wrong "your/you're" the wrong "two/to/too" or the wrong "there/their/they're" I go grammar police. This is one thing which I have eased up on. I only do it occasionally now. 
• Shy stuttering and stammering: This is something I HATE doing. I could be having a normal conversation with friends when BOOM! Stuttering! Or a sudden burst of shyness, stammer and stutter on my words and eventually wanna go die in a hole from embarrassment. 
• Deny compliments:  I could be the most loved person in the universe, most people could have only good things to say about me. BUT AT THAT MOMENT WHEN SOMEONE COMPLIMENTS ME-- Denial.  DENIAL, I just can't accept compliments.... Why? I don't know. Another thing, I don't know how to react to certain situations. *my boyfriend asked me out and my response was "yeah, sure, okay"* Another strange thing, I can't accept compliments, but accept an insult with ease. 

Well that's all from me today
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